yay! my giant bruise is gone!

for the longest time i had this huge bruise near my left wrist. it was about the size of a normal person's thumb and it hurt every time i pressed on it. i had no idea where or how i got it. i might have gotten it at conference but i don't remember hitting something real hard. but anyway, i had it for a long time and i was starting to get scared. i thought i had some kind of cancer---leukemia perhaps---but that didn't make sense. i don't have a family history of leukemia and i only had that one bruise. i think if you're supposed to have leukemia, you should have lots of unexplainable bruises all over you. but i only had one. then i kept thinking of other things that could have caused it. i was thinking maybe i got sick from that thing i did last september and that maybe its effects were just starting. but i ruled that out too. september was seven months ago and if i got sick from that, it should have appeared weeks later it happened.

[if you want to know what i did, rewind to last summer and read my other blog entries.]

anyway, at least now the bruise is gone and i have one less thing to worry about. i swear i was starting to get paranoid. it happens a lot. when i can't find an explanation for something, i always get these crazy ideas, mostly about me getting very sick and eventually dying. i know it's dumb.