so today i finally talked to CE-Boy#1 and i'm glad to say things are okay now. i still feel a little shitty but i think i'll get over it. it was such a downer though. anyways, i've gone through worse and i'm still here. so i guess it's all good.

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the weekend was overall a fun experience. i got to hang out with people that i never really intensely hung out with before and now i feel a lot closer to everyone. special thanks to my CE boys who didn't let us girls die on the streets of las vegas and for taking care of our drunk asses. mucho love to you all. i know we were probably a little too much to handle (not that i remember everything), so i really appreciate all you guys sticking with us and making sure we didn't humiliate ourselves. although i think i hit my head on the floor a couple times. i don't know how it happened though. and yeah, someone bought me a drink on friday, but i don't remember who it was, but thank you.

and to my girls...you are the bestest! even though we're badly outnumbered by the boys (2 to 1 ratio!!!), we still brought the party. yay!! i'll never forget this experience and all the memories and all the good times. from now on, every time i think of good times, i'll think of you all. and it doesn't hurt either to know that we're the hottest engineers who ever lived. hahaha. sounds like a conceited joke, but i seriously think it's true. haha. keep it hot and keep it real.

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i think we're all secretly attracted to one another but we're choosing not to act on it. but we know better than that. we're brothers and sisters, both in class and in clubs (and i don't just mean ASCE). and i'm glad it's that way. it's good to know that you have friends who got your back no matter what, drunk or sober, A's or F's, they still got you. you guys are the best!