so today i graduated. yay!

it's a good feeling, but at the same time it makes me a little sad because the best period of my life has come to an end. college. yes, college has ended. all the good times and the bad times are now in the past, and i don't know if i can ever go back. maybe i can't. maybe i just won't. but it still makes me feel a little tight inside, like my heart is in a chokehold and i don't know how to help myself.

maybe it's because i know my college friends and i are now going on our separate ways to pursue different goals: a career that kicks ass, eternal happiness, things that were hindered by engineering, maybe even to hibernate for a while. but whatever it is, it won't be like the past four years when we all had the same goal: beat the curve, finish that homework, or simply make it through the week. i guess that's the reason why i have this sense of slight loneliness in my heart. i feel like i'm really on my own now. whatever i will go through in the next few years or maybe even the rest of my life, no one will ever go through that same thing.

well you guys know how much you all mean to me. i don't think i wouldve made it through this thing called school if i didn't have you guys. you know who you are, and you also know that i don't mention any names on this blog. but i want you all to know that i love you all and i will miss you. i will miss the good times, the nights at EG, the nights at AIRB, the nights at the trailer, the nights at the structures lab. you've made me into a person that's capable of trusting others, of understanding people's weaknesses and learning from people's strengths. i couldn't thank you all enough for that.

to all my CE boys and especially my CE girls, you guys rock! and once again, i love you all!!!