soils is a bitch.

but i guess i shouldn't complain a lot. i'm a CE, and i think us CEs get it easier than those other kids in engineering. after taking eecs10, i started feeling sorry for those electrical kids. then, after dynamics, i found a new appreciation for being a CE and not a ME. man, i feel bad for those kids. all that dynamics-related crap.

but anyways, my chucks are still MIA. i'm sad, but i'm trying my best to accept the bitter fact that they're gone. i seriously can't get it off my mind. how could a pair of shoes miraculously disappear from the shelves??? seriously. i don't understand. but wherever they are, i hope they're safe. i loved my black chucks.

it's sad how so many things you love go missing and you know you can't do anything to stop it. i don't know why but when i lose something, i feel like my life (as a whole) goes out of control. and it's very sad and depressing. like i just want to give up on life. it's kinda like soils. i don't get it. i don't understand soils, and it's making me lean towards giving up on life.

but anyways, enough of that. it's been a tough first week of winter quarter.