well, it's saturday night and i'm home. i think it's kinda sad, but whatever. i'd rather be home than out partying anyway, haha.
but anyways, another thing that's sad is that i don't really know what to do with myself. it just seems like everything has gone out of control, and i don't know if i'm still doing what's right. not that i think everything has gone wrong. it just doesn't feel natural.
i don't even know what's holding me back. i'm guessing it's my indecisiveness. although i'm leaning towards graduating next year, i'm still kinda considering to stay another year just to chill and maybe get a second minor or double major in something that's totally un-engineery. i have all these options, and i want to do them all. i don't want to choose because i'm afraid i'll make a bad decision (like i did in the past).
i'm sad cuz i know what kind of tattoo i want to get and what song i want to play at my wedding, but i don't know where this college thing is taking me. or what to do with it.
1 comment:
I know it's a tough choice, specially because once you graduate it's gonna be kind of hard to go back. The question you should ask is if you are going to be able to handle it and not going to be stressed out about it. Maybe you don't really need a second major, but something more like a hobbie (i.e. art classes or something like that)or something you can do on your own time (that if you have any) but then again, I really don't know much, and I'm not in your head to know exactly what you want. But just be sure before you take the next step.
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