i normally don't do it, but right now my ipod is on shuffle. blame it for my cheesyness.

"inside of love" is playing. suddenly "i wanna know what it's like to be inside of love." i've always been outside of it, and i guess i'm ripe to actually be in it. not that i'm dying to be in it, but i just wanna know. it's like this clique that's so hard to get in to. seems like every time i try to get in, i always get kicked out. man, this heart has been broken so many times that there are times when i try to put the pieces back together, i feel like i'm sticking them in the wrong places. it's sideassways and backasswards and insideassout.

and what's up with all these emo songs. keep playing.

but anyways, i'm getting kinda bored at work. all the bosses are gone for the rest of the day and i'm kinda tempted to just sit here for the next 4.5 hours and not do any work. except that i have to go out and survey in like half an hour. booo.... i'm gonna hate it. i mean, it's cool if you only have to survey a 200-ft stretch of gutter, but if you have to do 3 parkings lots (all the gutters around the perimeter and along the centerline), you'll want to drop dead halfway through the job. i'm not supposed to be doing it. i mean, it's not my project, but i guess i'm here at the wrong time. i'm the only intern here until thursday (i have friday off, yay!) so i have to do it. it sucks. i don't know what i wanna do, i guess something that doesn't require any thinking at all. i'm not tired. i'm lazy. but i wanna work all week so i can pay for my $432 parking permit. i really hope it's $432 cuz if it's $480, i'll f------- die. i dunno, but i have this feeling that it's $480 cuz they'll probably count september as a full month.

i just remembered. one bad thing that's about to happen. so this whole time i thought my design class would only meet on tuesday nights and not thursdays. i thought it was weird that an 1.5-hour class would only meet once a week, but hell it was what they had up on websoc. but i looked at it again yesterday cuz i wanted to print out my fall schedule. wtf...now they have it listed as a TuTh class and my life schedule is now screwed. when i registered i tried so hard to fit the 2 labs on tuesdays to minimize the 7.5-hour gap between the 2 major classes, then i figured i'd have semi-off thursdays (1 class from 8 to 9:20am). but it turns out i have 2 classes on thursdays, 1 at 8am and the 2nd at 5pm. 7.5 hours of nothing!!

now my job for the rest of summer is to make a list of movies i'll see at the dollar theater. no way i'm sitting on campus doing homework for 7.5 hours.