summer came and is now fast approaching its end.

or not.

i think this summer has been way too long. i'm bored. work is slowly breaking me, killing me.

i wanted summer '07 to be the best summer ever. hey, it's senior year, and after this, there'll be no more 3-month summer vacations. it'll be over for me. next summer i'll officially be a slave to corporate america. it's a scary thought, and i get badly stressed out every time it crosses my mind, so in the beginning i decided i'd do anything and everything in my power to make this summer the best.

i wanted it to be the best. i wanted it so bad. i waited for it all spring quarter. i told myself i'd work hard so i could play harder.

but nothing matters now. yes, i did work hard. i've been working at least 32 hrs/week all summer. i made the money i needed and then some more. but i still feel like this is a summer wasted, just like any other summer that came before it.

it started out good, nice and easy. fun times after wood final. fun times at that grad party. fun times bowling and wii party with the CE kids. fun times watching movies with the CSE guy. fun times with My Awesome Threesome. fun times with the Evil Emo. fun times rowing and hanging out with the CE kids. fun times going to that concert with The Kind of Guy I'll Never Deserve and his friends. fun times with The Alcoholic Chick and The Major Instigator. fun times with My Girls. fun times talking and hanging out with my coworkers during work hours (we were bored and lazy). but most of all, good times making an appointment for and getting my first ever tattoo.

and sure there's a couple more things to come. asce retreat and tabling for welcome week. those will be fun too. it's not that i'm not looking forward to them, but it's just that i feel like summer has been too long, and i want to go back to school NOW.

i know school will make me super busy and that's exactly what i want. there are things that happened in the past weeks that i want to forget forever. i don't feel like going into detail right now, but i think there are things in life that better off left alone and forgotten. i'm very sorry that i'm saying this now. but if we could all just move on, it wouldn't be as hard.