being sick sucks. especially when it's the last winter break of your life. seriously. no more winter breaks after this.

so i've spent the last two days in bed. it was very hard to eat because first of all, it was very hard to get up and second, i couldn't taste anything i tried to eat. it was horrible. and even now, i'm not even hungry. the inside of my body felt very hot but i was freezing cold on the outside. my feet felt like ice.

i feel better now but still very weak. i was hoping i'd have recovered 100% by now but i'm still cold. it's weird. i know i'm really hot inside but it also feels like all the cold is coming from the inside. i want to get better. my skin is getting too dry, i just can't stand it.

i also want to start making the best out of my last winter break. i've canceled plans with people in the past couple of days and missed canoe stuff today. i feel bad that my winter break is going to waste and there's nothing i can do to stop it. it's lame.

but anyways, i'm thinking of shutting down my blog. i have two days to decide. but as of right now, i'm leaning towards it being shut down. if anyone wants to stop me, it's cool. i won't do it.