one thing i learned at PSWRC this year: i loooove hawaiian boys.

today was somewhat depressing. the shooting at virginia tech made me realize college could be so bad for some people. i used to think of it as a shelter from the outside world where we could all feel loved and be part of a group. i think it's because my college years have been the best years of my life so far, and i'd be pretty messed up if i skipped it. and despite the endless homeworks and tests, i don't think i'd trade it for anything else in the world. i'm having the time of my life, and i just don't understand how some people could be overcome by such anger (or whatever it is that made them snap like that).

what happened today was sad, and now i appreciate everything i have. i didn't use to. i always thought there was more i could ask for, but now i guess it's cool that i'm having a good time, well and alive.