i hate driving at night. the lights are too bright and blinding. it's too hard to see. it's like waking up in the morning-after and the sunlight is shining right on your face through the windows. and you're still wearing that little dress from the night before. very uncomfortable.

but what do you when the party is over? when the flashing lights go out and the alcohol starts to wear off? do you just wait for the hangover to kick in and get it over it? or do you start/go to an after-party and pretend the night will never end? because it doesn't have to stop just because everyone else is tired and wants to take it easy, right?

if you ask me, i say after-party it up! but i would be lying to myself if i said Now is The After-Party. that would imply that college was a party, which would be a wrong statement to make (more than $30K in total damages!), but wait...scratch that because college was too much fun. but The Now definitely doesn't feel like The After-Party. The Now feels more like the hangover, some days you just want the day to be over because it hurts your head so much (literally, because honestly 8+ hours in front of your 22-inch monitor while your ass gets too big from sitting down on that ancient chair makes the woes of boring office life too inescapable). and all you want is some food a good night's sleep.

then you wake up and you think it's morning, but it's 3am and definitely not morning yet. maybe it's because the body is still stuck in party mode so it's harder to sleep when you know that there's still a good few hours before sunrise. or maybe you're just not used to sleeping. (where's the after-party at?)

but for any reason why i can't stay asleep at night (and keep dozing off in the morning at work), i would like to get this hangover over with and look forward to the next weekend when the festivities would seem endless, and the lights wouldn't be too blinding.